i wanna break something. smash mirrors, brake glass, splinter wood. - i feel like i’m gonna get a shit-ton of bad luck soon

life just blows. i try… so hard, and where does it get me? halfway through… nothing has gone right this year. Every interview, event, shit…. tests, school, life… is halfway. Nothing goes to completion. The universe has this way of getting me to hope. Hope that everything will be fine and then IT ALL GOES TO HELL. and i’m disappointed. faiowe rfjeoia; fj

You know how shitty you feel when you don’t do well? You feel even shittier when that happens AND you’re “friend” does better than you. You have such intense rage that you wanna say every single hurtful comment so they would feel the way you do ———- written @ about 10:30 

Now it’s 1:34, and i feel so much better. The roomates ‘cept for the “friend” haven’t finaled either and their going through the same thing i did. As bad as that sounds, it made me feel better. We got all of our frustrations and nothing was broken (sadly) and we all felt better. A LOT better.